Okay I have already introduced myself in the sidebar to the left and this is my very first post. Okay so if you read my introduction and understand my situation. I'm pretty sure a lot of other people suffer from the same thing. If you don't you're very lucky, don't ever let yourself be in my shoes. This blog is a way for me to just write about what I do to get in shape and just write problems that I'm dealing and how i will solve them. I hope that I will be able to reach my goal. It will not be easy but I have to put a lot of effort and endure the pain or I won't produce any results.